I didn't have any movement on my sinker and I left some balls over the plate. My pitches were flat all day. It's frustrating. I've pitched well at times lately. Other times I haven't. There's been no consistency whatsoever. I haven't pitched well enough to give us a chance to win.
Those two guys are great people, and I feel bad for them. Wherever they end up going, they'll be fine. I've got to worry about what I have to do this year, and not worry about my name being linked to the trade.
More than anything, I was trying to find a way to get out of it with one run in. When I got to two outs, I definitely wasn't going to give in to him. I took what I could and I went right at (Sanders), and I was able to get a strikeout.